Yesterday was amazing! I had the best time of my life last night...but why am I having such a bad day today? I don't understand how much my emotions can change in such a small amount of time. I'm happy, almost giddy, laughing and smiling then I go to bed and when I wake up a few hours later the first thing I do is go take a shower and cry until the hot water runs out. I just wish that things would make sense to me for once. I feel hopelessly lost, I feel like I'm drowning...Is there anyone out there who can help me find my way?