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I am Jack's... I am Jack's cancer-blackened lungs.I am Jack's... by ~DisneyGirl-EarthLady
Dark and coated by experiences I cannot forget.
Stinging, smothering, suffocating...
Because of me he cannot breathe.
I will be the death of him.
So, for his sake
just for Jack
I will detach.
New lungs for him,
new air, new breath, new life
As for me, I will die
I have no body to keep me
I have no reason to stay.
So I'm saying goodbye to my love:
Jack this is my last day
I haven't helped you for years,
except for bringing up old fears,
in hospitals you hate so much
of mothers dying
Hug Dark, rainy, drearyHug by ~DisneyGirl-EarthLady
Numbness and panic next.
But help comes,
in the form of a well-knowing friend.
Strong arms hold me,
a sweet smell brings back good memories.
And I have hope for tomorrow.
Atmosphere Breathe in-Atmosphere by ~DisneyGirl-EarthLady
pain, sorrow: massive and overpowering
Breathe out-
empty, lonely
I breathe in again,
and again it hurts.
I want to stop.
Exhale-
Almost worse.
There's something left behind in the emptiness.
But there can't be because it's empty:
No one and nothing
...Paradox...
So I hold my breath,
I stop this vital process keeping me alive
It's quiet,
not peaceful, just quiet.
Numb.
I'm floating...
...or falling?
I'm scared.
Lost.
Confused.
I feel locked.
I want out.
I need to stop.
So I do.
Breathe in-
It hurts again.
Worse than before,
but better than numb.
Exhale-
Still lonely
Inhale-
Pain
...Someho
| Half the time I live in a world all my own... |
Sta.sh
Zest 
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(Aka Kit Kat)
I love you!
Here, have a hug.
<(^_^<)
........<(•_•<).........
<(=_=<)
Stupid distance.
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sittinginthisroomplaying
r u s s i a n r o u l e t t e
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(Aka Kit Kat)
I love you!
Here, have a hug.
<(^_^<)
........<(•_•<).........
<(=_=<)
Stupid distance.
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"Your life is an occasion, rise to it."
I hope you're having a wonderful day <3
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sittinginthisroomplaying
r u s s i a n r o u l e t t e
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"Your life is an occasion, rise to it."
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